So time for an update after like forever! ahhh so va rocked my socks off.. it was great fun w/ everyone! nd i mean everyone! lol--- nd then came home nd faced the reality of work. booo that.
then ChRISTMAs-- which p.s. rocked my socks off too... hehe i love it. i went to jason's christmas eve nd got TONS of stufff... but my big gift was a ring that had 2 hearts conjoined nd our birthstones in them nd our names on the respective sides... it was cute...nd i got tons of other stuff... lol clothes, jewelry, perfume, frames, makeup,ga stuff, a huge box of scrapbooking stuff (which will help w/ my va book).. nd lots of other things..
nd then christmas morning! i got a black ipod nano, a new awesome cell phone (not that ugly razor mess... was so scared id get that) nd.... a NEW digital camera haha its excellent... even tho i just got one 5 months ago... lol its 6 megapixels instead of 5... so its better... nd then i got some clothes, jewelry, some camera accesories. nd some gift cards... nd then we had family christmas gifts which were this huge exercise thingy that does like everything for the exerise room, a big screen, nd surrond sound to go w/ that... so i had a pretty excellent christmas...
welll now i dont have to tell anyone what i got.. lol its all here...
hmm so christams wasnt all happy and great... christmas eve after assuming my little sister wAS comeing alll year! i called atleast 10 times, left messages, nd worried about it all day while i was working. im in the middle of opening presents with jason when my cell rings nd imagine that she cant come. i was so ready to cry. but had to tough it up and just keep opening gifts... im so tired of being denied the right to see my sister... her grandma was so sick with something they dont even know what it was that i couldnt come pick her up nd see her for 2 hours... we offered to pick her up bring her back nd everything... and we've been offering all year! im sooooooooooooooo tired of trying and then just getting shot down. so enough of that im not trying anymore. i've almost decided that my own little sister doesnt want to know me. nd thats fine if she really doesnt like us that much that she comes up with all these excuses she doesnt have to anymore... she can call, leave messages, email, nd cry when she feels like seeing me or even knowing me for that matter... b/c im tired of doing it.
well sorry guys for all that but i just needed to get it off my chest. nd now im going to go clean my room nd find places for all my stuff..
xoxo.sarah |